Hi! Hello to the truth about existence. A lot has changed as I grew up. I no more see life as a linear pattern of causality and effect. I hope you grew up too.
Welcome to the reality of what has been and what has been not. MBBS was a distant era. We took in life. Not just medicine, Welcome to practice, welcome to making decisions that change lives. I wish you knew this. I wish I knew this. I wish we knew about life growing into doctors. We take decisions that change lives. I know it's hard. I wish it was easier, It won't be. Trust me!
As you grow, the gravity will shift! It's not the physical gravity. You will shape lives. Babies, mothers, cousins, wives... I know it's not easy. But trust yourself. I know its hard. It will shake your ethics, your core, your values, and your existence itself!
Let go! Trust your gut, let it roar! Your heart knows! You know in your deepest thoughts! What benefits the patients the most. Let it flow. Your exertion doesn't matter. Your life doesn't matter! Your only existence is so that you benefit other life. Let that sink in! YOU ARE IMMATERIAL!
You are an instrument of knowledge and action. Let science prevail, Let economics be shunted, and let your growth be stagnated! What drew you to medicine? Ask yourself! Let LIFE be only your answer! For there is no more miracle than LIFE itself! Your ambitions, desires, wants, and fulfillment have no relevance in the grand scheme of things. You are only an instrument for improvement in the quality of life. You exist only as the soul to grow the infinite!
The infinite is beyond your imagination of life, money, existence, or thus so. You were empowered with science to know and guide. Let it flow, beyond any dams! Let existence dissolve into the singularity. Know that singularity :)
